DON’T JUDGE

You have no right to judge me,

You have no idea the things I have been through.

The pain I feel from the past or the heartache I have endured.

The smile I put on my face, does not reflect at all how I feel.

I smile to avoid crying, because I know once I start it will be hard to stop.

So keep your thoughts about me to yourself, and keep those eyes of judgment with that look of disapproval.

I have made some bad decisions.

I have learned from those mistakes.

I am getting my life back together,

And doing whatever it takes.

I am on the road of recovery, and I am taking care of me.

So if you are thinking about judging someone even it is not I.

Remember you have no idea the things that person has been through.

So please look upon everyone with friendly eyes

Amanda F Falke

CLAY

There was a time when I was sure

I was in charge of my life.

True,

The people I speak to the places I go,

The decisions I make,

They are mine alone.

Yet as I get older,

I have come to see that the

Person I am is changed.

Even if ever so slightly,

By the people I allow into my life.

It is as if I am a piece of clay – and all who

Touch me leave a fingerprint that will

Forever be with me.

I choose the people who touch me leave a

Fingerprint that will forever be with me.

I choose the people who touch me.

I cannot dictate the marks from the people

Who touch me?

As I cannot dictate the marks they leave behind

 

CS

BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN FLY

As the days go by and the clouds roll away,

I think of you every hour of every day.

The way you laugh, the way you smile,

It all makes my life worth while.

A day with you is a day well spent,

Sometimes I think you are heaven sent.

When times got tuff and I gave up,

You were there to lift me up.

You got me away from all the bad things

I had in my life,

An easy decision for you, you didn’t even think twice.

I am better because of you, I am starting over

Completely new.

You picked me up when I was down,

Helped me get my feet off the ground.

I am thankful

Because of you, I feel like I can fly.

 

Amanda Suzanne Falke

MY BEST FRIEND

Written for: Fredrick Christian Beth Jr. my best friend

 

His eyes are blue and beautiful,

A look from him just melts my heart.

Where on earth did he come from?

I have loved him since the first day I met him,

My heart never had a chance.

Everyone has that certain someone

They are just drawn to no matter what.

No matter the time or distance they are apart,

The feelings they have for each other stay in their hearts.

His soul matches mine they are intertwined.

My heart is no longer available,

It’s as full as I can stand.

No one can ever win my heart over,

Because it belongs to my best friend !

 

Amanda Suzanne Falke

LOST WITHOUT YOU

Tortured, tormented, tired and confused,

Feeling lost without you, I don’t know what to do

I miss you more than words can say

At first I was mad and angry

That has changed

Now I am just hurt and that is how it stays.

Tears fill my eyes each time I think of you,

If I could hear your voice or see your smile,

Do you know what that would do?

It would make me smile and warm my heart,

Ease some of this pain from being apart.

I wish you knew what it is like to love somebody like you,

Then you would understand all these emotions I go through.

With you on my mind, tears in my eyes,

And love in my heart.

Everyday, I spend away from you, it tears me apart.

Not feeling whole, less than me, wanting

You to hold me in your arms,

Wondering when the next time that will be.

Not knowing if you still love me,

Drives me insane.

But it does no good to sit here and complain

So tortured, tormented, tired and confused

I stay.

 

Amanda Suzanne Falke

KISS THE SKY

I could kiss the sky for hours

Everyday discovering something new

I know this energy does not lie

How do I suddenly feel brand new?

 

You walk into a room

Lightening bolts through the sky

Con I resist the inevitable?

I’m petrified of this natural high

 

You read my thoughts

And help me conquer my fears

With only the night between us

I fight hard to hold back the tears

 

I replay this bittersweet song

Over and over in my head

I open the door, ME

You grab and kiss, like it has been too to long

Do I know you from another lifetime?

 

You touch my face and my body trembles

This power formed between us

Stands to incomprehensible

 

The hunger runs wild, deep throughout your green eyes

Pulling me in endlessly

Beyond an immeasurable

SURPRISE

 

My leaving soon is scary

But I know it is not the end, so

Do not say good-bye

 

For my dreams never lie

So until we meet again my love

 

Please excuse me while I kiss the SKY

 

Lisa Marie

MY MOTIVATION

The glare of the sun

Awakens my sleepy eyes

Still trapped in my own prison

Like a wave lost in the crimson tide

I hear your voice

My heart jumps a beat

Your laughter reminding me

Of our last wonderland

And the pattering sound

Of angelic feet

Our constant connection of souls

Will never be replaced

I will be back for you,

If it’s the last breath in me…

So the rest of the world

Can open their eyes

To truly see

A mother’s love, everlasting and true,

Is inevitably irreplaceable…

With god’s gracious hands and strenuous

Love,

We will continue our time

Precious and brand-new

 

Lisa Marie