I feel like dying, tears coming
Down fast, looking toward to a future
Tainted by my past
Looking for the razor, I don’t
Want to feel, taste of blood
Assures me it’s all real
Not a dream but a nightmare
I’m living, took for granted
All that which was given
I hurt, I’m angry, my mind
Spins round and round, lost inside
Myself praying to be found
Bound and shackled, thought
I was free, fuck feeling and
Fuck reality
by, Frankie
Psinful but healing.
I like the way you describe the chaos of a mind unsettled by terrible emotional pain. The razor in the poem seems especially sharp and clear set against this background.