My screams don’t make a sound
Lying emotionless, body’s cold on the ground
I feel so empty, very lost, and alone.
I put up a wall, turned myself into stone.
I’m full of spite and that makes me weak
The core of the problem, I don’t dare to speak
My eyes are dull so empty inside
People should avoid me, I can tell you why.
I don’t make my own decisions, I let the
Dope do it for me
Hiding it from you with victorious glory
Oh “sweet” boy you’re a fool if you didn’t know
I should of left, you should let me go.
You got burned and I’m at blame
I’ll own up to it baby cuz’ I got no shame
You never stood a chance competing with the dope
No happy ever after yet you had such hope
I’m sorry for all the things that I never
Said
Now you’re left standing there, wishing
I was dead.
by, aka Tina Love
wow…just wow.
Oh jeez. They should read this at the begining of every Alanon meeting. Maybe then people will get a glimpse of what they are messing with when they love an addict.
Goosebumps.